I saw it all once.

Death seems almost fitting.  I feel like I am dying when I cut my fingernails.  The separation of the nail stops the nail from growing; the nail is part of me, I stop growing.

The sun rises and falls and never really stops existing.  The idea of having something forever is a trap for an individual to become depressed about.  I no longer wish for anyone to be with me forever.  I just plan on making new friends with better ideas and more interesting outlooks.

I saw someone die once.  It was snowing out and I was riding on a chair lift with a friend.  We looked down and saw a man hit a bump and fall forward onto his neck.  I believe, later on, he suffocated.

I saw the body of someone I love after they had passed and it was surreal.  Flesh and blood represents nothing without the soul?  I had walked past the same grave for years mourning, only to find out the person I was mourning wasn’t even buried in that spot.  Why are material possessions so important if the most important thing to us cannot be seen?  I can tell you why, but I won’t, because I can’t tell you.


About Terry Scott Niebeling

Hello, My name is Terry Scott, a human being with flaws. twitter: @sirterryscott Buy my ebooks: http://www.amazon.com/s/ref=nb_sb_noss_1/191-4788099-1818040?url=search-alias%3Daps&field-keywords=terry+scott+niebeling
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